Okay, after weeks of weighing myself, being depressed about my weight, and starting exercise only to stop it again, I have stepped on the scale this morning, and totally disgusted myself.
I weight 208 pounds. I have never been above 200. Last year I hinted at it at 198, but I got serious and started exercising and eating healthy. Then came the holidays, and it all went to hell. *sigh* I knew I shouldn’t have stopped exercising, every time I do, the weight comes back and brings friends, no matter what I eat.
Even though it would be brave of me to post of picture of what I look like on here, I am not that brave. I will wait until I am a bit lighter, and then post two pictures. Right now, I am so disgusted with myself it’s not funny. My size 16 pants don’t even fit anymore. *sigh*